Sunday, May 6, 2007

We do fail ......

We do fail... yes ,we do .... we do fail when we never want an incident to happen and it happens making us helpless...... we do fail when we realise a relation is lost-we wanted it to work but it never worked....we wanted that dear one to stay but let it go and we and that one just moved on.....sometime... someone other wanted to hold us dear and we failed to realise that......

We fail when someone we never want to depart.... leaves us and never returns....I never wanted my grandmother to leave me so early but she deserted me and i fail when i try to stop her memories fill my eyes.......tears just roll down everytime.....

We fail in taking those memories out of our mind and heart......memories of loved ones we never wanted to lose but lost them anyways...... either they moned on or we didn't care moving on....no one bothered to stop......

We fail to apologise when we understand how badly we hurt someone......we go upto them to say sorry but wall of glass stands between our words and lips and we...... we fail to understand that some one may go miles away if we don't speak up our mind,don't express how we care.....

And it's other way round also........ we consider ourselves to be an integral part of someone's life and never see that whatever we are putting on ,never existed !!!!! We fail to understand that we are non- entity in someone's life- we were ready to sacrifice our life,pleasure,position for........ We fail to see the reality !!!!!

Still,it's beautiful to be here...... know why,atleast we do not fail in moving on and letting that pain to abate....we don't fail in making new relations and make them work ...... atleast we do not fail in gathering that courage to live....though empty at heart and still with a beautiful smile on face to let others laugh with us..................and with a hope that we will not fail again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6 comments:

Pushkaraj said...

Hi dear friend this is really nice.
And yes all these failures remain in our heart for me they are sweet-bitter memories....
I dont even want to depart from them..

Avipriya said...

Hi Gauri,
Nicely expressed your thoughts!The thing is that though we fail many times in our lives, we know that we have to move on leaving behind the good or bad or unpleasant memories....and whoever can do that, whoever can move beyond those failures....become true human!!!

Anonymous said...

Yes we do fail, I failed to realise this truth of life earlier. But you succeeded in making me realise it.

HN said...

Every time we fail..we learn how not to disappoint ourselves...Every time we fail we need to let it go..it is then we learn to grow!!

Anonymous said...

Insha allah bahot khoob.
keep it up.
I would be please to see more of your marathi Kavita. khoop chaan prayatna ahe.stuytya upkraam aahe ha. u knw typical marathi judge style,
take carebye

सई said...

lt's amazing!!kiti chhan lihites ga tu!!d last para is really very encouraging..very close to my heart..one should be that much optimistic,if he wants to know what is life & wants to live life..